24 Apr A lot of times you can feel it.
You can feel if something is going right or wrong. When something feels wrong, you have a window of time to do something about it until it begins feeling normal, until it becomes culture. When it feels normal, you carry on, not making any change. You carry on, but intermittently, the sense of wrong comes back, storms through what shouldn’t be normal and destabilizes the day. And it’s a bad day. But you hope that it’ll be ok, that maybe you’re too much of a perfectionist anyway, and that the goal can still be reached. Because there is grace, right?
Yes, there is grace. But not in performance.
And so you fail.
But it’s ok. Because there is grace in trying again.